Christmas(:

So christmas is now just a few days away and I just finished my shopping today. I am so glad that I am done with all that. Most years I usually have to go shopping about 14 times before I find the perfect gifts for everyone. My nieces and nephew are the easiest and most exciting to shop for so I got them over with during the first few days. The last presents I purchase are for the same people every year. My mom and dad. First of all they never admit to what they want because it is either to expensive or they don’t really need it enough to spend any money on it at all. This is basically my parents in a nutshell. Whatever gifts they are given, they openly admit that they would have been able to find something equally if not more nice at the local Goodwill or Volunteers of America. That is one thing I absolutely love about them. My sisters will be happy with any type of clothing or any strange bowl or utensil. Christmas for my family tends to be about the same every year, my mom runs around the kitchen cleaning up every possible thing she can making everyone wait to open their gifts. Another thing that I love about my family christmas’ are that we usually get about one or two gifts and we are totally satisfied. When I go around and hear all the spoiled teenagers that think this day is totally meant to revolve around them and they are to recieve every gift that they requested or even demanded. It makes me sick. This is the time that I would like to run to the nearest charity and donate all the presents that I have bought. Even though I never end up doing that, one of these days it will happen.

Christmas(:

So christmas is now just a few days away and I just finished my shopping today. I am so glad that I am done with all that. Most years I usually have to go shopping about 14 times before I find the perfect gifts for everyone. My nieces and nephew are the easiest and most exciting to shop for so I got them over with during the first few days. The last presents I purchase are for the same people every year. My mom and dad. First of all they never admit to what they want because it is either to expensive or they don’t really need it enough to spend any money on it at all. This is basically my parents in a nutshell. Whatever gifts they are given, they openly admit that they would have been able to find something equally if not more nice at the local Goodwill or Volunteers of America. That is one thing I absolutely love about them. My sisters will be happy with any type of clothing or any strange bowl or utensil. Christmas for my family tends to be about the same every year, my mom runs around the kitchen cleaning up every possible thing she can making everyone wait to open their gifts. Another thing that I love about my family christmas’ are that we usually get about one or two gifts and we are totally satisfied. When I go around and hear all the spoiled teenagers that think this day is totally meant to revolve around them and they are to recieve every gift that they requested or even demanded. It makes me sick. This is the time that I would like to run to the nearest charity and donate all the presents that I have bought. Even though I never end up doing that, one of these days it will happen.

Christmas(:

So christmas is now just a few days away and I just finished my shopping today. I am so glad that I am done with all that. Most years I usually have to go shopping about 14 times before I find the perfect gifts for everyone. My nieces and nephew are the easiest and most exciting to shop for so I got them over with during the first few days. The last presents I purchase are for the same people every year. My mom and dad. First of all they never admit to what they want because it is either to expensive or they don’t really need it enough to spend any money on it at all. This is basically my parents in a nutshell. Whatever gifts they are given, they openly admit that they would have been able to find something equally if not more nice at the local Goodwill or Volunteers of America. That is one thing I absolutely love about them. My sisters will be happy with any type of clothing or any strange bowl or utensil. Christmas for my family tends to be about the same every year, my mom runs around the kitchen cleaning up every possible thing she can making everyone wait to open their gifts. Another thing that I love about my family christmas’ are that we usually get about one or two gifts and we are totally satisfied. When I go around and hear all the spoiled teenagers that think this day is totally meant to revolve around them and they are to recieve every gift that they requested or even demanded. It makes me sick. This is the time that I would like to run to the nearest charity and donate all the presents that I have bought. Even though I never end up doing that, one of these days it will happen.

Michael. That name is the first thing in my mind and the last thing in my mind. This name has been the best thing thats ever happen and possibly the worst. In the beginning my life took a change and I didn’t think it would ever be the same. No person had made me as happy as he had. Every little thing he said or did filled me with total happiness, now it seems it is the exact opposite. I notice every bit about our relationship that has changed and keeps changing more and more. The phone never rings anymore, never get sweet messages. If I want to see him I have to make every single bit of the plans and he acts like there is always something better that he could be doing. I can even tell by the way he talks to me now. Its like he doesn’t think of me as the same person anymore. Everything I say or do bothers him.  Whatever I try to do doesn’t seem to make him happy. How can one person inflict so much pain on another without even hardly noticing. The sweet, loving guy I used to love and care for has slowly turned into someone I want to forget, but I know that will never be possible now. We have let it go on for to long. This is one of those relationships I can feel change from beginnning. I find myself now trying to tear myself away from him slowly. I try to not think about how things used to be, but how things could be in the future. As the days go on I try to call less and think about the things that will always be there in my life.  Block out the bad and let only the good in right? This never seems to work for me regardless of what ways I try. I try to call a couple times less everyday, text him a few messages less. None of this seems to work. I try to slowly make myself fall out of love with him more and more everyday. I know he is doing the same.. Some days I think was it even ever worth it. All the good times to amount up to this

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